1:45am --> Still awake... I want to sleep but I'm not sleepy. I'm tired but I can't just close my eyes. My brain is running ahead at full speed and I just can't stop it! What should I do now? It's been so long... that I don't even know how am I supposed to feel. Should I even feel anything?
I'm wondering... were those signals misinterpreted?
Hmmmm... or am I just rusty?
Or ... what the fuck!!!!>????!?!?!?!?
I want to scream.
I want to cry.
I want to punch someone's face in.
I'm just so damned beat... I mean... I just can't seem to shake things. Haven't I learned anything on these 27 years? Am I doomed? Doomed to fail at everything? Should I even try? Should I keep trying? Trying to what?!?!? Exactly... I'm fucking lost... I just want to go to sleep for Christ sakes!!!!! WHy can't I do that?1?!?! Maybe if I gag on my tequila bottle? Maybe if I shove a hundred pills down my throat... I mean that should do it right? I would be sleeping long and hard..
DTA... don't trust anyone....
I guess that includes me?!?!?!
Where are the tattoo parlors??
'm definitely doing this...
tits, piss, fuck, cunt, cock-sucker, motherfucker, shit, farts, turds and twat! (This is from a Blink 182 song... I'm not even original in my posts...).
Bahhh...
It's been a long time since I've written some depressing shit and I guess this fulfilled my needs for now... faaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.
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