Let this go, let this go....

One day you'll get sick of
saying that everything's alright
And by then I'm sure I'll be pretending
Just like I am tonight

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you

I'm freaking bored!!!!! Listening to Paramore "discography" (only 2 CDs hehehe) now.
At least I'm playing basketball tonight and out tournament begins next week!! WOOOHOOO!!! Let's see if we can win something this year as our team is better (I believe) than last year. I definitely need the exercise though...

Haven't done much these past weeks. Watched a lot of movies from old Kung Fu flics to the latest awesome ones like Knocked Up! OMG how much I laughed!!

Anyway, I wont write too much.
Maybe when I really have something to say I'll pour shit out!

Bye.

Ghost from the past...

Yeah, just like in Scrooge...

I've been visited by a ghost from the past.
Did it make me happy?
Did it make me sad?
Did it made me wonder what would have happened, or what I lost?

I wasn't even aware... I thought I was dreaming but I wasn't!
I didn't know what to say without sounding fake.
I didn't know how to act without making an ass of myself (although I am an ass so ...)
I just felt really really lost and surprised.

Anyway, we kissed on the cheeks and waved goodbye and it was probably the best thing.
No # exchange, no nothing... and now I'm wondering... should I had asked her for it and keep in touch? ... hmmmm... I guess I wont know... song coming soon?!?! hehehehehe