How can they do it?!?!

that's all I'm going to say...

How the fuck does someone goes around screwing everyone else
like they are the only ones that matter?
How the fuck can someone lie to your face, sell you whatever
and go on living without a guilty conscience?
Does she know?
Do they know (meaning his girlfriend and the other)??

If they do know, then both of these girls are just plain whores
or the guy has a 13-inch COCK which would make them cock lovers?!?!? hehehe
ok I lost it... ;)

But seriously, people can really manipulate other people via lies
and some of them are more prone to believe those lies than others.
Is that what is happening here?
Is that what always happens?

I just get so frustrated when I see situations like this!
You got a perfectly healthy and gorgeous woman which cannot choose between
what is good for her and what MIGHT be good for her (which in this
case is not really that good ...), it infuriates me, and since I cannot
show my rage, I stay quiet... but then...

"Depression is Rage turned inwards..."

Damn... hehehehe

People suck!!!!! Everyone knows that!!!
But liars suck even more! And Everyone SHOULD KNOW THAT!

Still going with The Sopranos...

Yep, I'm up watching the penultimate season (number 5) of The Sopranos
and all I can say is that the series topnotch acting and quality
have not let me down even on this the 5th year.
Now I have to wait for Season 6 to finish airing and buy the DVDs when it
comes out.

Also bought South Park Season 7.
So far is ho-hum and what IT'S REALLY IRRITATING, the sound levels
keep going up and down during episodes!!!
WTF?!?!? Doesn't anybody check this? Jeez!

After almost a month and a half I'm going to Guayama once
again to visit the family. My father's birthday is this
week so let's see what they will do this weekend.

I will probably post pictures from Hugo's wedding in the coming weeks.
I just have been so busy at work and have a deadline
for this Friday so ... let's see.

Well, that's all.

Check it.

Sopranos ... Hugo's Wedding

I'm hooked on The Sopranos.
Already saw the first three seasons (which most episodes I had already watched
since I was a fan of this series when it aired on HBO along with Oz) and bought
the 4th Season yesterday.

Tomorrow it's Hugo's wedding.
I fucking feel weird about giving the toast but what the hell... I will do it
as best as I can. Pictures you surface here on my page next week I guess.

That's all to report for now.
Check it.

A new beginning ... I promise (PART 2)

"It's really time to begin to live again.
It's time to stop feeling sorry for myself."

Que facil es hablar mierda!!! jejeje
No se por que se me esta haciendo tan dificil.
Cualquiera diria q estuve 5 años con la chica o una mierda asi.
Quizas por que trabajo con ella se me hace dificil.

Escribi una "cancion" (no considero ninguna de mis canciones
canciones -- sendas leñas que nunca termino HOSTIA) en la cual
me repito: "En ti no voy a pensar"

Ospera, pero pienso en eso y mas todo el tiempo.

"No more looking back, why do it?
Why should I look back at things and ponder the what ifs?
The how should I've acted, or the I should have done this or that?
Fuck that..."

Punieta!!!
No estoy pensando en lo que paso.
Sino en lo que puede pasar entre ella y cualquier otro mamao que no sea yo.
Algo que no me debe preocupar en lo minimo si que carajo, es mejor que ella
este con alguien que le haga sentir, que le haga querer y no conmigo.
Esto lo entiendo perfectamente y con todo y eso ... pufff... whatever.
Quizas es que no entiendo nada.
Estoy mas perdio que la vizne!!!!


"Brille el sol o se nueble el cielo,
aprovechare los momentos y tratare de revivir.
Te sacare de mi mente, de manera urgente
y volvere a descubrir:

Que el amor si existe (claro que si)
Que valgo la pena (espero)
y que voy a sentir por alguien que me quiera.
Alguien que me desee.
Que me tenga en su mente y
que vea la vida de otra manera ...

Una nueva vida comienza para mi.
(una vida sin ti)
Y buscare gente que sienta lo que sentia por ti!

Me estaba volviendo loco
Muriendome poco a poco.
Pensando en lo que hice bien o mal.
Pero al carajo esto.
Creo que ya es el momento de algo nuevo buscar.
Y en ti no voy a pensar...
Y en ti no voy a pensar..."

Y nuevamente digo ... que facil es hablar mierda! :p

Check it.

I have been tempted ... and I WILL spend the $$$$

Went to Walmart yesterday just to buy a couple
of Polo's and suddenly I felt the urge to go to the Electronics
section. There ... the DVDs were calling to me:

"please come and browse the selection here... take me ... no take ME!"

I went and picked up the new John Cusack movie (he is one of my fave actors)
and slowly put it back in its place ... then .... I .... saw ...

The FIRST and SECOND Seasons of The SOPRANOS at only $50!!!!
(they were at least $80 each) and I felt this urge to buy both of them.
I mean, I loved The Sopranos. I stopped watching in the middle of Season 3.
I had not bought any of them because of the high tag price but now ... I don't know.
I think my account will suffer just a little bit... I'm not sure if I should but
them!!

Damn ...


In other news, had a good night last night! ;)

A new beginning ... I promise

It's really time to begin to live again.
It's time to stop feeling sorry for myself.
If a WTF moment happens in my life, I'll live with it, swallow my pride
and continue forward without looking back. And that's what I will do.
That is what I will begin to do starting today.
No more looking back, why do it?
Why should I look back at things and ponder the what ifs?
The how should I've acted, or the I should have done this or that?
Fuck that...

I hope I don't break this promise to myself.
I'll work hard not to break it.


In other news, this month will finally arrive the 7th Season of South Park!
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!! More foul language and perversion for my humble, sweet and innocent
mind ...

..
.

Yeah.