Hung Gar...

So I've been reading more about Hung Gar and I think I'm going to like it
even more! Even though it's a Southern Kung Fu style and it WILL wreak havoc on my legs I think I can probably grasp the concepts well and execute some
of the stuff. Still, I prefer Northern Style. It just uses the body a lot more,
and the stances are long.

I took my first exam last Friday.
Passed with flying colors of course (simple as hell) but still I'm out of shape
and need to practice my stances a lot more! My legs are killing me right now dammit!

Changing topic, a friend called today to do something this summer.
He is planning to go to Vieques, but there's so much work here! Already worked this past weekend and I'm not sure if I need to come here again this weekend! This sucks!
Still, it's better than not having any work on my lap.

With all of this going on, I haven't had time to play with myself ... I mean, with my guitar. I do have a progression in mind but have not recorded anything.

Well, I'm going.
Not feeling inspired to write here or anywhere about anything.
Where are you muse!?!?!?

I know where she is!!! :p


Check it.

OMG I just found ... results...

YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!

That's all I'm going to say today.
All results positive.
Everything works.
Feel good.

OMG!!! I just found out something I lost...

a few years ago!!
You see!
Although I whine like a bitch sometimes (or most times) it is not without reason. And since destiny is a whore, and like to play games with us, I have learned that you don't have to ignore it all the time or else you'll miss out!

So, anyway, without going into details, after I found what I did something changed ... at that moment ... I was ... HAPPY!!!!!! Not like the fake happy go nuts and have fun I usually am, but REALLY HAPPY! Now, I'll be happier later on if what I found still works!!!! (NO guys, IT IS NOT A DILDO!! I REPEAT IT IS NOR A DILDO not A VIBRATOR!!! Thanks!) If it does, trust me, not even the Devil himself will make me mad, sad, whatever in at least 1 day! If it doesn't ... well nevermind this post. Still OMG... I cannot believe it.

Let you know later in the week.

C ya.

Ok... this is weird....

Ok, I just visited a good friend of mine and I'm really loved by her family
as well. We were goofing around, talking about my "life" (or so called life)
and I just felt like I went into the depths of hell and back talking shit about how good I had it!
WTF?!?!?! What good I have what?
I'm so confused. lol

Still feel like shit.
Should have stayed home...

Feel like shit...

for no reason at all...

That's all.

And I keep beating the fucking dead horse...

But I don't get how people can be so inconsiderate!
Jeez.
Don't they know that their actions can cause certain REACTIONS on certain fews?
I cannot imagine myself doing something like that.
I mean, if I have the chance to do it ,and I don't care about what is
going on through the other person puny little brain, I would probably do it and
just spit it on their faces but I doubt it.

Now, the thing is that .. THIS SHOULD NOT BOTHER ME!
Why does it?
I haven't felt like this in like a month!
I thought I was over everything (including myself!! hehehehe)
In fact, I KNOW I was over everything and I felt so fucking relieved but
what is this I'm feeling?
Is it that I figured something else out after quite some time? (something that
I'm not even going to get into because it scares the living shit out of me!!!)
Or is it that I haven't had any closure? (WTF?!?! Who needs closure these days? Fucking pussies!)
Or is it that I need to feel like this in order to go on with my life and call
it Normal?

Actually, I think I have all the answers.
Still, does knowing these make me feel better?
No.

I need to borrow a flame-thrower from somebody!
Seriously.

Damn.


Apart from that.
I'm cool. Getting my DS Lite on Sunday (hopefully).
Need to sit down and record some stuff.

That's all.