Last post from P.R. :p

This will be my last post from Puerto Rico!
I don't know if I should feel good or bad! hehehehe
Just kidding. Actually I'm crazy to get the fuck out of here
(don't ask why).
Last Thursday I went out in Aguadilla to a couple of places to hang out for a last time here. I went to see some culitos and drink. The culitos
from the Inter University looked better than the ones from the UPR ones! ;) But I didn't stayed out too long though as I needed to finish the beer I had home! ;)
I think I'm almost ready to go.
My luggage is almost finished and almost everything is in order.
Still thinking on the music I'm going to take with me and of course I bought
a little girly bag for my NDS! ;)

A girl friend who is already in Ct wants me to visit her because we haven't seen each other since December (she left PR in Jan 3 and it's like 25min from me) and I'm like WTF! Do you really think I'm going to drive in the snow!?!?!? I drive bad as it is!!!!! But let's see what I can do. Too bad she is married as she is one good-looking flaca!!!! ;) But I guess I will make the effort to see her because she will be back to P.R. next Friday and that means that if I don't see her now I wont see her till March! :(

Still I will have a couple of companeros over there so I wont be lost at least and maybe they can drive me over to her!! hehehehe
If they crash the car with that f-ing black ice it wont be my fault! :p

Well guys, talk to you later.
My next post will be from SHIT Hartford, I mean, East Hartford.

Didn't know if I told you but...

I'm going to Conneticut this Sunday.
Yep, at last the PO arrived, everything is in order
and my ticket it's ready! So I'm going to freeze my balls
up north. Kind of cool, I have little balls anyway so I probably
won't miss them! ;)

That's all.
Don't feel like saying anything else.

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My head hurts, it thinks so many things all at once
without me even making an effort.
My eyes burn, so many tears rolling down without reason
. No real reasons...
Why even try to hold on for so long,
when you know in your heart that giving up is your best option!?
Don't you just wonder a lot of things happens because
you want them to? Like, I don't know, things
you don't want to, mistakes you wouldn't like
to make but still you make them!?
Do you inflict pain on yourself?
I'm talking about emotional pain and not
physical pain. Did you know that most
people are capable of inflicting infinite
amount of emotional pain without even noticing?
I do ... and I do notice.
Why hold onto this pain so bitter-sweet?
Did I just answered this?
If you only knew the truth about this,
maybe you'll be singing a different tune. Maybe.
But Maybe is just like the word yet, with a couple
of different interpretations.
Maybe this, MAybe that... I LOVE the word maybe.
Definitely one of my favorite words alongside Puñeta!.
It's so ambiguous! It's just like art.
Do I like art?
I think so ... again with that word!!!!

I'm actually tired of thinking!
It's what has gotten me here in the first place!
Look, I'm not working just writing this piece of
shit.
It's there actually a way or some method that you
can follow to actually stop thinking?
Or is thinking just like breathing?
It just comes naturally right?
Because even if you try to spend 5 minutes
trying NOT to think, you are fucked because
you are already THINKING NOT TO THINK!
That's just so fucking weird... isn't it?

Added more pictures.

If you didn't noticed, I added some extra pictures in the new photos section.
You can catch the direct link at the front page (gelocks.topcities.com). There I have some pictures of my apartment, neighbors, infotech party and family (I didn't know my family in Florida were bikerz!!!! hehehehe).

I haven't done much other than work, sleep and eat so nothing exciting to tell you (I don't think that's bad though!!!! :p ;) ).

Estoy extra-mega super

ENCABRONA'O!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hoy me levanto con un guille brutal temprano, desayuno, me baño
(si, a veces me baño), y bajo para el carro!
Cuando llego al carro, lo prendo, prendo el aire, y empiezo a organizar
las cosas que me llevo al trabajo (i.e. el batch, los chewy, etc.)
Cuando voy a sacar los Audifonos y los CD's .................................
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no los encuentro... Y digo: "A la verdad que soy bien pendejo!!".
So apago el aire, apago el carro, subo nuevamente al apartamento
y no encuentro un carajo.
Bajo al carro nuevamente y checkeo una mierda entre los asientos
(pa guardar cosas) y no encuentro los cd's que estaban ahi!!!

"QUE COJONES ME CAGO EN LA MADRE DE LOS TECATOS!!!!!"

Al parecer ayer cuando fui a comer a los chinos un cabron tecato
me robo la mierda de guagua!
Pero lo mas cabron es que yo soy super cuidadoso con mis cosas
y a mis carros yo hasta les pongo el baston EN MI CASA en Guayama
que esta usualmente encerrao Y bloqueado por los otros carros de casa.
O sea, que yo estoy seguro de que yo cerre el carro!!!
No entiendo como punetas se metieron.
Y mira que yo no estoy loco!
Aunque ayer estaba bebiendo, no estaba tan jodio (por que si estuviese jodio
nisiquiera guiaba!!). Aparte de que yo siempre le doy al boton de cerrar
la guagua DOS veces pa por si las moscas!!!!!!!! Que clases cojones.!!

Recuerdo que despues de salir de los chinos la luz de adentro de la guagua se quedo prendida
y en el dash decia DOOR!. Y yo como que WHAT THE FUCK?
Y la que estaba abierta era la puerta de ATRAS!!!!

Estoy tan encabronao!!!
Y lo mas cabron es que yo tenia un cojon de mierdas ahi!
Y NO SE LLEVARON MAS NADA!!
Yo tenia ropa, tennis shoes, Flashlight, cosas de checkear el carro,
hasta la chavesita pa sacar la goma de atras!!!!!! Y todo eso (al parecer)
todavia esta en la guagua!!!!

Que jodios cojones!!!!!!


Yo se que los CD's son material y mierda pero con todo y eso
me enfogona. Yo no creo que un tecato haya podido abrir
esa puerta puneta lo que deja en mente que yo fui un cabron
irresponsable y deje la puerta de atras abierta pero ... COMO DIABLOS?!?!?!
Cuando uno guia, todas las puertas se cierran y yo solo salgo por
la de al frente!!!!

Te digo, twilight zone!!!!!!!

So, me cago en la madre de los tecatos.
Por la manana fui a un residencial que hay por alli a preguntar y todo.
Y no encontre nada.
Pero definitivo que esta noche voy!!!!

Que cojones. Lo mas que me agita es que o fui yo
o los tecatos estan high-tech hoy dia.

ARRRGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

Asi que su trabajo hoy es hacer que yo no pierda la cabeza!!!! :p

Check it.

Estoy confundido... bueno...

en realidad no lo estoy.
Quizas quiero estar confundido!
Pues, estaba bromeando esta manana con la amiga mia
y me dijo que se sentia mal. Y yo pues le pregunto como que
:"chica que te pasa? Dime". Y me cuenta que tiene mal de amores.... FUCK.
Recuerdan aquella vez que dije que no le habia ido bien con los hombres
pues los hombres son todos unos perros? Pues no se muy bien, pero al parecer sigue con ese cabron! Y el cabron le hizo otra trastada pero no me ha dicho con firmeza si sigue con el o estan truqueando o what the fuck!!!
Fuck...
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De verdad... ya se me quitaron las ganas de trabajar!
Shit..
Pero creo que eso es lo mejor que puedo hacer por que yo me conozco y mi cerebro corre muy rapido y ya tiene gasolina y material de mas para desanimarme por completo.
Check it.

Oh my GOOODDD!!!

Today has been one of the most boring days at work... probably because the workflow is pretty low!!! I hate this. I've been eating shit the whole day. At least I got to talk to the guys again after my 1 week vacations and I've laughed a little and talked a lot. But still it has been a shitty day and the worst thing is, it wont change!
To make matters worst, my friend Elisa didn't came to work because she is sick so ... yep ... sucky day!

On another news, we (some of the guys at work and me) still don't know about our training trip! Management and our supervisor have not given us any news so we still don't know if we are going to Connecticut or not this week.! I hope they do sent us (or at least me!) because I spent like $150 in warm clothing and I'll be pissed if they decide to send me in Summer!! ;) :p

Well, I think that's all.
I was bored yesterday and photographed my apartment so maybe I'll post some pics if I upload them sometime this week or next week if ever.

See ya.

Posted new years pictures....

Yep.
Just go to the Pictures section on the left menu
and select new pictures (incl. family and friends) and then
select the first entry (new years pictures).
Or you could just click the following link (lol):

DALE AQUI!!!!!!!!!!!

By the way, this pictures were taken with my new camera bought yesterday.
It's not top of the line but as you can see the picture quality is quite good.
It's a Fuji FinePixA330. Small, compact, 3.2MP, 1.6 Zoom + 1.4 DigiZoom and a bunch of little goodies.

Anyway, that's all for today.
It seems it is a perfect day to stay in bed and sleep.

See you guys later.