FAKES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God how much I hate them!

Puya - Fake

Un buen traje y tambien maquillaje
Una sonrisa de anuncio de colgate
Esa mirada que de el cine sacaste
Y en tu mente la cuenta de cuantos tipos ya tumbaste
Siempre con los que esten mas cool
Con ese grupito tan cinico como tu
tacos altos y perfume de el caro
a ver quien cae hoy a quien le tumbas los chavos

Por el otro lao viene bien recorta'o
Bien a la moda y tambien entelao
Con carita quien no quiere la cosa
Mirando po encima pa'ver como posa
Un pendejo con guille de playboy
en su espejo dice que bueno estoy
con su carro la encanta salir
Es el mamito tremendo figurin

Another Day - To put up your act
One more break - Give me a break
Another day - To put up your act
One more break - To be a fake

Lo tuyo es una cuestion de apariencia
Malditos esclavos de una enferma ciencia
Que nos quito la ultima gota de escencia
Sale el sol, sonrie y nos reta
Quien seras hoy, cual sera hoy tu careta
Intelectual, casual, formal o sensual
Oye, que clase de marioneta

En este teatro el bravito es el que miente
Un gran miedo a que no te accepten
Ironico si somos todos universo
Si olvidemos lo supestamente cierto
Una esquema dificil de romper
Felicidad a base de papel
Una tarjeta para pertenecer
Una vida sin poder ser...


I simply looooooove this song!
Fakes make my blood boil! Everytime I spot one I want to punch them! lol
Fake friendships!? Yeah you know, with "friends" that stab you in the back?!
You know those right?
How about those that after 2 weeks of being with someone they say
"Te Amo" only (and MOST PROBABLY) because you fucked their brains out!
No feelings involved whatsoever, you just fuck them and their in love! FAKE BITCHES!
Then they get left alone and that "loving feeling" vanishes in a minute.
At least when I think about loving someone I definitely spend more than a week! hehehehe :p

But ... if you think about it, fakes are the ones that drive most of the trends
that I love (from hollywood to the music industry to stupidities) ... still I hate them and cannot wait for the world to fuck itself up!

That's my rant for the week.

Thanks.
Bye.

Fake BITCHES! :p

So ... I'm kind of...

saving money and haven't bought any DVDs in a while!
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?!?!
WHAT?!?!
WHAT?!?!?

I've been checking out some houses, projects and stuff and I'm still
undecided. This is definitely BIG, a BIG decision.
Should I buy?
Should I keep renting?
Something will catch me eye maybe.

In other news ... I'm fucking bored.
That's why I'm writing really.
I can't wait for next week (TBS comes out with a new album).
That reminds me, I have to go to Borders since I ordered something
about a month ago and they still have not contacted me!

Finally, I've written some hate speech!! hehehehe
I'll probably convert it to a song or something.
It's not really dark, just simple shit... sort of like
the Nazi's!!! lol ... ok. Not that bad.
Have like 3 or 4 songs I haven't posted yet 'cause
I keep finding errors (grammatical erros which in turn makes the song
have errors and fixing them requires re-recording :( ) DAMN IT!

I think I have one, instrumental version, over here somewhere:

HERE (you can Right CLick and Save As)

Went a little overboard with equalization but who gives a shit anyway!
I don't! :p

Check it.

Page update - More Pics Added...

Hello.

I recently did an update to the Photo Section of the webpage
and added some. Of course, Hugo's Wedding is up and set so you can
see a couple of pictures of that and a couple more of my Infotech
friends hanging out.

Also, this is my 102th post in this Blog.
What that basically says is that I TALK A LOT OF SHIT.!
But with reason! When people are DISRESPECTFUL, IGNORANT, INCONSIDERATE,
--- insert synonyms here -- I have to talk about it or else I
explode... wouldn't want ANYONE to see my BAD SIDE ... it's VERY BAD!

Finally, ... aaahhh shit. I forgot.
I had a quote in my mind from the Movie HIGH FIDELITY with my
main man John Cusack and it was just so hilarious...

Oh damn... I almost forgot.

Have you ever had a dream that didn't quite had an ending and
then after a couple of days you have another dream ending
the events that took place on the first one a few days ago!?!?!?
Holy shit that is so weird!
I had that today!
I woke up and I was numb!
I couldn't believe that had happenned!!!
It definitely was the first time for me... WEIRD..

yeah I know ... I was buying time to see if I remembered that
High Fidelity quote ... I still don't.
It was a good one, and you probably know to who I was
going to say that!! :p ;)


See you later...

Just when I thought everything was going well ...

It all came down and crashed over me.
Fuck, dammit.
Why am I the one to suffer?
Of course she says "it hurts", maybe she says
it just so that I don't feel bad, acting as if
but I know now that nothing is real, nothing was real.
And worse is, my "replacement" sits just a couple
of feet away from me. A guy that came over one day and
said to me: "There's nothing going on between us!" A good
guy I thought (I still think he is though).
But why go through the trouble of telling me there was
nothing going on?!? I figured from that day that there
was INDEED something going on. Shit, they probably
watched a movie I brought her together! lol
What am I to do now?
????????????????????

NOTHING.

I have to stick it up my ass, be "happy" that at least
I like the guy and he SEEMS good for her and that's it.
Is it?! Don't know I feel like I'm going to explode!!!

What makes me mad though are these feelings of ...
well ... you know, the usual.
I'm not worth it, bla bla bla like I don't matter, like
what the fuck am I doing here, is he better than me,
is everyone better than me, etc. Just like a fucking
suicidal bitch. Like always ... I guess that's why I get shit
from everyone.

Should I be worried, fuck no.
She has a right to be with whomever since in her eyes
I'm not "right" for her (and I would love for this to be wrong,
BUT IT ISN'T .. I guess I let her down?!?! Or was she the one
that drowned me?)

Should I give a fuck?
Don't know ... I guess I cared for her more than she did for
me... that is what always happens to me. I end up caring
so much and thus end up hurting ... I still have not
learned how to fuck over someone without any guilt.
I will probably never learn anyway ... frankly I don't
want to learn that ... I don't want to be a FUCKING FAKE like a
lot of people in this Fucked up world (I.E. Look at the post
before this one ... Some Men just suck -- some women too! ;) )

I said like a month ago that "A new life was going to
start" for me ... I guess it hasn't ... maybe it will
never begin since I don't know what to change in me if I have to!

Nevertheless,

"Brille el sol o se nuble el cielo,
aprovechare los momentos, tratare de revivir.
Te sacare de mi mente, de manera urgente
y volvere a descubrir.

Que el amor existe,
que valgo la pena,
y volvere a SENTIR por alguien que me quiera.
Alguien que me desee,
que me tenga en su mente,
y que vea la vida de otra manera.
Espero ....

Una nueva vida, comienza para mi.
(Una vida sin ti)
Y buscare "gente" que sienta lo que sentia por ti.

Me estaba (y estoy) volviendo loco
Muriendome poco a poco.
Pensando en lo que hice bien (o no hice) o hice mal.
Pero Al carajo esto,
creo que ya es el momento de algo nuevo buscar
(tu lo hiciste ... y muy rapido y CERCA pienso).
Y en ti no voy a pensar
Y en ti no voy a pensar
(aunque se me haga imposible ... que malo) "

Excerp from: "Nuevo Comienzo".

Now, Is all of this REALLY what I'm thinking?!?!?!
hehehehe FUCK NO! (People who know me will know
what I'm REALLY thinking! FUCK DAMMIT :p).

"The QUIET THINGS THAT NO ONE EVER KNOWS!!!!"

Bye.