I know what's coming...

and it is not pretty.

Maybe that is why from the outset I did not want to get my feelings involved.
But you forced me ... and I wanted you to force me because deep down I felt
I would do good by you and in a way I still do.
I asked a couple of times what did you wanted from me and never did I get
a straight answer as if: "Right now I feel comfortable" would make me feel better.
It actually sent my mind on a field trip ... those words...
"Right now" meant trouble and guess what ... they were.

Right now I don't even know what to do.
I don't know how to look at you without thinking:
"Am I wasting my time?"
"Am I letting you waste my time?"
"Do you REALLY feel as you say?"
"Can we make it work out before you finally come out and say: Sorry, I can't deal with this!?"
"Can I go one step back with you and feel comfortable?"

For these I don't have the answers.
Maybe it wont be too long before I know them though.
Just spare me ... have mercy ... and if you want to let go, LET GO.
Whatever the decision is, I have to live with it but in a way, so do you.

Sin CIty is the shit...

Yes that's correct.
Sin City is one of the coolest movies I have ever seen period.
The acting is great, the effects are great and the movie as a whole is great.
The Special Edition DVD is very good and there's one song (that also appears
in The Transporter 2 by the way) that's just awesome and I'm trying to find out
who plays it!!!

I'm playing FFIV at last and have logged on over 7 hours.
Addicted again.
Haven't done much.
Go out with my friends, girl, fix my apt a little yesterday, cleaned, etc.

That's it for now.

Bye.

Happy New Years... and Feliz Dia de Reyes

Hey guys!
Welcome to 2006!!! Who would have thought that we would still be alive after all the alcohol and drugs we have consumed in and after college!!! hehehe just kidding.
I hope everyone had a good new years bash or that at least you spent time with your families and/or friends you love.
I know I did had a good time. I'm preparing the pictures page so that my family over in the US can see us.

I'm still playing with me gifts and made another song snippet which needs some work apart for the whole song I made (in Spanish no less! ;)). Also, In gaming related news, I finally finished Final Fantasy II from the GBA Dawn of Souls package and I'm playing the extra Soul of Rebirth dungeon but it's proving to be EXTREMELY DIFFICULT. Still I will probably finish it in a couple of days. And since I love RPGs, I went ahead and bought Final Fantasy IV (the SNES remake of FFII -- yeah I know ... these numbers get very confusing!)

Finally I'm still playing Mario Kart DS just for fun but I guess all gaming will stop for a moment since I bought the Special Edition Sin City DVD. It looks hot!!!
Next on my list, Transporter 2 (coming out next week) and The Frighteners Special Edition!

Also, I have a "goal" of reaching 300 DVDs and stopping purchasing more movies UNLESS I REAAAAAAAAALLY WANT THEM!!! ;)

That's all I have to say!

I'm supposed to be at work tommorow but I'm not going ;)
But thinking about work is already giving me headaches! I even forgot my log-in password of my account! That truly sucks!

Oh well... ;)

See you later!