My other blog...

So...

Hello Everyone.

I have created another blog that deals with everything else NOT directly related to my feelings. So there I'll be talking about movies, games, software, you know, geeky stuff that I'm kind of into. My songs will probably still be posted here but I have direct links to them on the other website.

In FACT, I added a song that I don't think anyone has listened to called:

Desperte

Anyway, just wanted to give a heads up if you don't see much activity here.
New weblog is located at:

Bienvenido Geeks

I also listed my list of movies there... and a mini review of Movie Collectorz.


Check it out, leave comments and take care.

Link for the song below....

Here's a link to the audio for the song mentioned below:

Wishing

I haven't even properly tested the "mix" but whatever... it gives me an idea at least of how I want this to sound.

Bye.

Wishing.... (New Song)

Yeah... just keep on writing shit for no reason whatsoever...


For the first time I'm the "bad" one,
made a mistake, crossed a fine line
and I don't know what to do.

Must be rusty I wrongly read,
all those signals I was fed
didn't thought all of this through.

Pre-Chorus.

And I know things wont be the same now.
And I know you will not care

Chorus.

Wishing I was
(Wishing I was)
Wishing I was
(Wishing I was)
somewhere, other than this place.

Wishing I was
(Wishing I was)
Wishing I was
(Wishing I was)
nowhere, so you can't see my face.


Either this will make or break
all that was worth it, all we shared
expectation is all I fear now.

Must be rusty I wrongly read,
misinterpreted what you sent
didn't thought all of this through.

Pre-Chorus.

And I know things wont be the same now.
And I know you will not care

Chorus

Bridge

Maybe I did this on purpose!
He is not what you deserve.
I'm not saying I'm the one though
but who am I to judge...

Chorus

Wishing I was
(Wishing I was)
Wishing I was
(Wishing I was)
oh oh oh oh oh

Wishing I was
(Wishing I was)
Wishing I was
(Wishing I was)
oh oh oh oh oh


I had a bit of fun recording this but haven't finished mixing and stuff.
I can put a preliminary link though... it's kind of like melodic punk or something so it's not really pop like most of the latest songs I've been doing... (THANK GOD!)

I'm bored...


But I finally figured that I'm bored because I'm a boring guy... Ok ... I really didn't figured this now, I think I have known this for quite a while! hehehehe So, I'm going to change that a bit... but just a bit. I'm going to start going out alone to different places and I don't just mean going to nightclubs or shit like that. I mean, going out wherever!!!

Anyway.
I'll put up a link tomorrow or this week.

Bye

After....

Two hours or so of sleep, I feel so much better!!!!


hehehehehehehehehehee


:rolleyes:

soooo.......

1:45am --> Still awake... I want to sleep but I'm not sleepy. I'm tired but I can't just close my eyes. My brain is running ahead at full speed and I just can't stop it! What should I do now? It's been so long... that I don't even know how am I supposed to feel. Should I even feel anything?
I'm wondering... were those signals misinterpreted?
Hmmmm... or am I just rusty?
Or ... what the fuck!!!!>????!?!?!?!?

I want to scream.
I want to cry.
I want to punch someone's face in.

I'm just so damned beat... I mean... I just can't seem to shake things. Haven't I learned anything on these 27 years? Am I doomed? Doomed to fail at everything? Should I even try? Should I keep trying? Trying to what?!?!? Exactly... I'm fucking lost... I just want to go to sleep for Christ sakes!!!!! WHy can't I do that?1?!?! Maybe if I gag on my tequila bottle? Maybe if I shove a hundred pills down my throat... I mean that should do it right? I would be sleeping long and hard..

DTA... don't trust anyone....

I guess that includes me?!?!?!

Where are the tattoo parlors??
'm definitely doing this...

tits, piss, fuck, cunt, cock-sucker, motherfucker, shit, farts, turds and twat! (This is from a Blink 182 song... I'm not even original in my posts...).


Bahhh...



It's been a long time since I've written some depressing shit and I guess this fulfilled my needs for now... faaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.