Just got home...

yeaahhh...
Kind of tipsy... great time to talk shit!
But I don't think I will... don't have the strength ...

I just... want to know why!!!!!!

Why!?!?!?!?

And what....

What did I do so wrong?
Why can I reach my goal?
Just want one reason!!
It just... kills me ... what did he do?
What didn't I do?
etc.
etc.
etc.


FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

Does ...

thriving on people's pain, afflictions and problems make me a bad person!?
Tough.
That's the only thing that makes me happy right now... and ... sadly (for me), I'm not fucking happy!!! :-(

Check.