Dammit.
I knew something was wrong when I followed tradition
this New Year. I succumbed to my family ways and ate
7 grapes wishing for all things good not only for me
but for my family and friends. This was supposed to bring
me good luck and great things this new year... WHAT THE
FUCK HAS HAPPENED?!? I haven't had any good luck especially
in relationships. Next time, I will follow my gut feeling
and not believe in any of this nonsense!
So... I tried and I don't know what else to do.
I recently wrote that it was time to "make my move" that
it was "time to get close without fear of rejection", yadda,
yadda, yadda that it all falls on her decision ... and boy
did her decision sucked! hehehehe
I mean, I'm not the most good looking, most honest nor
the coolest guy there is but what I feel has to count for
something right?!?!? I don't know of what she is so afraid of
because she knows I love her with all my heart but still she wont
give me a chance! And you know what? SHE IS FUCKED!!!!!!!
Why??? Because.... I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!! Yes you heard me (or read this)!
I will NOT GIVE UP! :-p
I think I will be more complete if she accepts what I have to offer.
And that's my gut feeling. If she is going to be with an asshole
in the future, I want to be that asshole! One that will not treat her
wrong, one that will support her every way, every day, the one who
will love her... and if she still doesn't want anything with me,
if she only wants my friendship, so be it, I will not reject that,
never! I know she will probably be a great friend since she is just great,
light-hearted, one of the best I have ever met. What will probably
get to me is ... 3 years from now (hopefully less, I wouldn't like
for her to be alone or without a real relationship so long!!!)
and her going out with a real asshole instead of just a fake asshole
like me... that always gets me thinking...
Anyway, enough talking.
I thought I would be a wreck because of this but actually
I'm not feeling so bad... probably because I already knew where
she was going, probably because I know I will love her always
no matter how many times she can reject me. Though this situation
didn't stopped me from trying to drown in tequila
yesterday but that's beside the point! hehehehe :-p
I'm getting tired of writing.
Monday I recorded another "song" since I didn't
had my Kung Fu class. It's related to this shit I was talking
about earlier. Again, the lyrics seem to come out of a 14 year
old but ... FUCK OFF!
I'll post the song later in the week or this weekend or something.
I'll be going now.
Bye.
P.S. Wow, I played basketball yesterday for less than 2 hours
and my legs feel so heavy! Never play basketball after like
3 months or more of inactivity!! hehehehehe BYE.
5 comments:
Don't feel bad. In the future you will see that most likely she is not as good as you think. That she is most likely a whoare that looks good and you are fooled by how she looks.
Liked your page, your music is really good.. though I can't understand some of the lyrics since the sound does not come out clean.
Thank you for your stinky comment ASS... hole.
Loka suicida... if it makes you feel better, I am about to be as suicidal as you. Naahhh, I am just being as tragical as I usually can be. But, life stinks sometimes. I cannot be cheerful if 90% of the things happening are not good. Now, the only light that was bringing hope and joy into my life, has faded away. And now, I must sleep... until I forget.
Yes, I am oficially competing with you, lesbianita, to see who writes the most pathetic comment.
I am winning!!! Thanks! :op
ass-doomed ... I don't think she is a whore, to the contrary, I think she is great. But if there's no attraction, then nothing whatsoever will be born and you nor even I can blame her.
If you want the lyrics you can email me and I will write them down for you. :p
cherri...
don't sleep until you forget!
Stay awake and start hanguing out with me. You will forget in no time! :p
BTW, I hope to be in that 10% of good things happening! :rolleyes:
And sorry... but there's no competing with me... I will win all the time.
Dude just give her some of your "quija", that could change her perspective on you. Hehehe, sorta backing up ass-doomed on this one. But really, fuck it dude don't blind yourself with only 1 whore. There are few if not lots out there. Err I mean girl, women you know.
Ohhh.. she loves my Quija!!
But she doesn't love me!
Mensaje suicida numero 1500.
P.S. ALberto, you're the whore!!!
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